Thursday, September 20, 2007
I just got this knot in my stomach; one of those that makes you feel like curling up into a ball in bed and think about life and reminsce to yourself about times that have passed.
This semester has been going by unbelievably quickly. I was reading Paula's blog and Tze's blog and then I checked facebook and got a message from px and I just felt this gigantic wave of nostalgia. I was thinking about SYF'05, RG days, RJ days, all the wonderful and stupid, yet wonderful things that we did, even our arguments when we had them, and they all formed this really wonderful collage in my mind. These are the events that have shaped me, the person I've become. It's like about a million images flashing through my mind and then that knot developed.
Kh and shu saw some pictures of me when I was back in JC. Apparently I look very different, much older. I think I grew up a lot in the past 2 years or so. I have seen more things, maybe even become a bit more cynical. Kh asked me whether uni had been that cruel to me, and I really don't think so. It's just that circumstances around me changed, demands are different, and I'm trying to adapt to them. I suppose sociology and behaviour are interesting - makes me think about why I do things when I do them and not just take it for granted.
I miss home, I miss the people back home. I miss the mafia, the batch, paulee, my home, church..
I went for the snow patrol concert on the 17th! I thought the opening acts were ok.. nothing spectacular, but the main act was absolutely fantastic. The lead singer's voice is so so good! I just melted throughout the concert. It wasn't one of those crazy concerts with moshing and jumping. It was one where you could just sit back and really enjoy the music. They played all the really nice songs from Eyes Open and they also played final straw and run, which is absolutely beautiful. I love snow patrol! I'm listening to them now and I'm feeling really happy. :) Kind of like content to just sit here and think about home.
Med ball is tomorrow, so I'm hoping nothing catastrophic happens to my face in the next 48 hours. Have a site visit today! Hope it goes well! need to go and get ready :) God bless~
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