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Tuesday, October 31, 2006

my brain isn't working today. i'm so sleepy! last night after.. uh. what happened last night.. it was monday. oh yeah. we had a christmas party meeting! in the afternoon i was in hall and then i met jia li and jia ling at sac and we had a nice chat. then after that i went up to buy a drink and i ran into cheryl and jun siang! had a nice talk with cheryl :D hee. so nice talking to her :D then after that we had our christmas party meeting, then dinner and i had dinner with janet, ivan, vanessa, cheryl.. and i think that's about it. then cheryl had to go off for the exco meeting, so vanessa and i went for a walk! :) she had to go back to her room by 930 so i went back to my room and bummed around for a while. iggy wanted to go running but vanessa and i both didn't feel like it, and also because iggy is sick! (and i think that's why my throat is scratchy.. horrible iggy.. :( ) so i went to take a shower :) then van and i went for a walk again and the exco meeting ended around 11ish. then we trooped over to hall 13 and sat at a bench waiting for cheryl and iggy and got eaten alive by mosquitos. -.- and we were at the wrong block, although vanessa was convinced that we were at the correct one :) hee hee. so we went to iggy's room and cheryl was already there trying to study for her french test today! (hope it went well :)) and we were eating macs, which was quite gross because i could feel the oil coating my tongue >.< then charlene came! and we were just sitting doing stupid things and talking about random stuff when alex came and brought cards! that was around 130 am hee hee. oh no i feel so bad.. he told me he didn't want to come but then igg persuaded him to come so that he could walk me back to my hall later! HAHA. gentleman gentleman. you have redeemed yourself ;) oops feel quite bad. hope his test went well too. we started playing asshole tai te. and somehow, iggy and i were always the assholes -.- until i managed to break free of that title and moved myself up to pseudo-king :D then joel popped by! so it was really fun and chaotic in iggy's room, which is really disgusting because of all the dust bunnies and scotch taped walls and stuff :( haha oh well. guys' rooms. then vanessa and cheryl left and joel walked them out. ooh bowo was there too! the rest of us were behind playing asshole tai te and we were all going mad already because it was already about 3. i think all our brains were set to retard mode or something because we were laughing at every little thing that happened and it was so retarded. i think i've become more mental, crazy, insane, retarded since i came here, but oh well :D it's fun! :) around 4, we all gave up and decided to go back to sleep. :) hee. so fun.. haa thanks for last night.. i really enjoyed myself.

i slept around 430 and i woke up at 930 because the grass cutter was cutting the grass, so i couldn't go back to sleep. i started to pack, and while i was packing, i was thinking about last night and all the other nights when i used to go for walks and stuff, and i felt a bit of a pang in my heart and sort of felt like crying. :( at one point in time at the beginning of the semester, today was a day that i was really looking forward to. now that it's here, i actually feel a sense of misery. like i said in my previous entry, there are some things that i'm really going to miss. sigh. :(

after packing everything, i met tm for lunch and we went to the jp food court to eat. i ate ban mian and it was quite nice, but i still prefer the qiu lian ban mian at s11 at bishan. that's good stuff! then we were talking about all kinds of stupid things. i remember the columns along the band corr had lots of hairline cracks in the paintwork. so one day, arlin and i were feeling bored and she took her pencil and continued all the lines so that they joined together. haha. so amusing. on our way back, we both had massive headaches because she also slept at around 5am so we didn't talk much and we were both zoning out on the 199. so now i'm back in my room, with al my plastic bags piled on my bed, feeling slightly sad. i think i'll go running later. hopefully the rain subsides :) and i wont' go for french lessons because there's a test today. -laughs-

6:12 PM


i'm back again! i think this will probably be my last entry that will be made in hall 9 of ntu. strangely, i do feel quite sad that i'm leaving. i never thought i would, but then oddly enough, i am! i will be handing my withdrawal form tomorrow morning, along with my very ugly matric card.. which i'm quite happy to get rid of. :) but i'll really miss some things about ntu.

1. I'm going to miss Jia Li and Jia Ling. It was so nice meeting them again after so long! and sitting in lecture with Jia Li and talking rubbish with them. and how i used to crash their room and watch dvds :)

2. Dropping by randomly to see tm, whose door is always open when she's in. Then I'd stay there and we'd talk for a long time until i have to go somewhere.. and she'd complain to me about how crappy stats is, and i recall how much i hated stats in jc and i'd totally agree :)

3. going for late night dinner and walks with vanessa iggy and cheryl after my french class at hall 13 canteen and how we'd just talk about a lot of stupid things :)

4. csa masses! which i'm still going to come back for, but it's not the same not staying in hall. now i know how greg feels :(

hai. i'm really going to miss a lot of things here.. but on the upside, vanessa is going to svdp next sunday!! -cheers- she's going with the friars to sell calendars! :) so hopefully more people can go then i can go for mass with them!!! :D

my life has been rather uneventful. the 2 most interesting things that happened to me today were that this morning on the train, dad sent me to buona vista, and it was already quite late so the trains were quite empty. i walked towards these 2 empty seats when these 2 ladies who were friends walked towards it too and i happened to sit down already. so i got up and went to another seat to let them sit there. unfortunately while i was doing this, it slipped my mind that the train was about to move off. so as i was about to sit down, the train moved and i tripped and sat on the lady next to me. i was so mortified!! :( felt so so bad.. and she was quite small sized. i'm was almost convinced i broke her bones :( i've also been highly constipated lately so mom made me eat half a papaya today >.< which was disgusting. but i did manage to go to the toilet so i'm feeling quite happy now :)

ok that's all so far. had a good talk with cheryl today :) love you babe. ahh.. feeling quite nua now.. so yup. quite good quite good :) God bless~

12:03 AM


Monday, October 23, 2006

well, i haven't been back here in a while.. hm :) nothing overly entertaining has happened.. although last thursday after lessons, which was around 9, i went to help cheryl with the census at hall 7 :) that was very fun! vanessa and i happened to go to edwin's room and he said i grew bigger!!! :(

edwin/ you grew.. bigger..
me/ oh no really?!
edwin/ yeah..
me/ like taller bigger or bigger bigger?
edwin/ bigger bigger..
me/ is it fats or muscle?
edwin/ .. fats.

ahhhh. :( sad sad. hee. so i went running yesterday :D anyway, after the census, it was quite late.. around 11. so vanessa, cheryl, john, iggy and bernard walked me back to hall but then we decided to stop by ADM and talk. so we sat at the staircase and cheryl and i were lying down on the ground looking at the sky and we were all just talking about random rubbish stuff until 2 am :) oops. :D but that was nice..

ooh then on friday, i met paula for lunch!! :) i love having lunch with my dear paula :) ponned prac in the morning HEEE. so fun. we went to coro and had a rushed macs then we had island creamery!! ben joined us at the island creamery and we were eating ice cream and ahhh.. such nice ice cream.. :D which was SO good. :D then we went to orchard after that and ran into amir and gabriel!! :) after that i went for a 208 society outing dinner outing!! we went to vivocity, which is huge and extremely crowded, where we ran into darryl, osh and yun yuan!! :) actually is was hui yan who ran into them. -laughs- but oh well. it was a really nice day.

church was nice on sunday :) it was nice seeing you again. :D

1:24 PM


Thursday, October 19, 2006

I think i'm not going for BS104 :D Jia Li has not messaged me, so I assume she's still sleeping hee hee.

i'm reading the picture of dorian gray now and it's a really interesting book! :) Lord Henry really is a character.. and Basil is just damn gay. I haven't read much about Dorian because I'm only on the 4th chapter, but from Oscar Wilde's description, he sounds like a Greek god, and nothing like Stuart Townsend in LXG, which I watched with Liu Rui and Xin and.. someone else I can't remember. oops ;) but anyway, if I'm not wrong, it's set in the 19th century.. I think. I vaguely remember something like that, so yes, and then that caused me to think about how, in that time (i think in that time), men used to challenge each other to duels. and I find it highly entertaining that they used to use a glove and slap each other across the face and declare, "I challenge you to a duel!" it's not so much the words, it's the action. I am looking at this in a modern context, and I'm sure then if that were to happen in front of ladies, it would elicit a gasp of shock, horror, what have you. But if somehow i were transported back in time, and I saw that, I would just burst out laughing because it looks so.. gay.

Just my 2 cents worth on slapping people with a glove. :)

2:25 PM


Wednesday, October 18, 2006

hm. i've been extremely cranky of late. i don't know why though, it's like i feel this welling up of irritation within me more easily than before. maybe it's just this month, i hope. but there have been good days :)

on saturday, after alumni, the whole family, all 6 of us went for dinner at pow sing at serangoon gardens to celebrate yai's birthday and it felt really good. i realised that we hadn't had a family dinne rlike that in an extremely long time, and it was so nice to have the whole family sitting down together eating and talking. :) che came over for a while after that and it was really really enjoyable. :)

sunday was rather normal. :) eunice and i were almost late for church :( she woke up at 845 so we ended up sitting somehwere in front. hehe ah well. :) then paul and i went for lunch along with his whole class because it was colin's birthday. good can.. he said it would be a small gathering, in the end almost the hwole class there, including miss hor! :) it was fun though!
last night, darryl, osh, tm, hy and i went to watch the departed. it was quite good, but the only problem was that i had a bit of trouble following the dialogue because it was so full of swear words i had to try to piece the words together without the swearing :) hy said the infernal affairs was much nicer :) i decided not to go back to hall because the psi yesterday was 150! :(

today was the csa census so alex, iggy, vanessa, geri, nick and i went around hall 10 knockingon doors :) then there were some people from mexico so vanessa was trying to practice her spanish and i was trying to recall some spanish :) :) i can still remember a bit -cheers-
ah bah it's so late already. i think i'll attempt to stay up tonight, since i don't have lessons tmr hah. :)

2:45 AM


Saturday, October 14, 2006

bleh this morning dad gave me a lift to buona vista so i got to my room early, which was around 830, so i thought i'd take a short nap before going for prac because i really thought that i was going to drop dead and die >.< prac started at 930 so i set my alarm to 9, so that i could take a nice leisurely stroll to the lab. unfortunately, i woke up at 935 so i panicked and rushed to the lab. luckily bus c came soon!!! :D

haa.. had a good talk with vanessa and iggy the other day. :) thanks guys, for everything. :) anyway, today nothing much happened. eunice, mom and i went to din tai fung for dinner and we were recalling our horrible habits when we were younger. :) i still remember when we were younger and ate sweets in the car, we would stuff the wrapper into the ash tray. and when there was no more space, because it was either full of candy wrappers or tissue, we'd force more in and try to compact all the stuff already in there to accomodate our new sweet wrappers. :D also how we used to leave our shoes in the car when we got home from school (for some strange reason) and there was one time, for some bizarre reason, eunice was stranded in school without shoes. hm. :)

my taggy is being cranky! :( so i shall get a new one :D

1:02 AM


Wednesday, October 11, 2006

i'm so so irritated now. today started off really nicely. i went to nus to crash med lec and i sat with my dearest pei xuan, with whom i really miss sitting with during lectures, and it just brought a flood of old memories back. i mean, it was just like rj. there were rj people sitting behind me, namely yi jing and her bf, even woon yang came to bully me like last time. :)

i found out something today that annoyed me IMMENSELY, as i have stated earlier. i have my reasons for not joining this thing. yet you just assume that i should be part of it because "you thought that i should join," which is why you signed me up for something i wasn't very interested in. i don't even know you very well and yet you think you know what's good for me? why should you be the one telling me what to do? isn't it just proper that you asked me first BEFORE signing me up for it? this is absolutely ridiculous. i'm so so annoyed.

i'm in such a bad mood. i need to mobilise the mafia. a vermonster would be good now.

6:13 PM


Tuesday, October 10, 2006

i've been blogging a lot lately. bleh. there's something wrong with blogger. my taggy isn't showing up and i'm pissed.

anyway, i went to donate blood today! :) i went to sbs and waited for jia li in the lobby then we went to the student activities centre to donate blood. we waited for so long! that stupid contraption that pricks your finger to draw a small amount (i was about to say aliquot.. haha chem) of blood hurts like hell. i wonder how mama could stand it when we poked her finger 3 times a day to test her blood sugar. -.- :) but they had cute round band aids. hah. so we waited together and then it was our turn!

the seat that i had to sit on was disgusting though. i think some guy sat on it before me because the seat was wet with sweat. -.- it was so gross. :( anyway, they gave me this little pumpkin squeezing ball which is so cute! and the needle they used to inject some liquid - i think it may have been painkillers - was quite painful. but then when i saw the needle that came after that i was thankful for the painkillers, if that was what the liquid was. :) my blood came out quite quickly so i'm quite thankful for that :) but i felt so woozy after the thing was over. thank God for the milo and sesame biscuits. :) now i'm typing with a bright pink bandage on my arm. :)

i still remember the last time i wanted to donate blood. that was a very enjoyable time for me :) yup.. anyway, i need to go take my bandage off :) and go for french! yay :)

7:55 PM


bleh my english is going down the drain. :( anyway, i was reading life this morning and i saw an article about washington dc and i felt this huge wave of nostalgia when i read through the article. i still remember how dad went on a museum frenzy when we first arrived. he dragged us to the smithsonian. if i'm not wrong, it's a cluster of museums under that name. we went to the air and space museum, the museum of natural history etc. and when we walked along the mall to lincoln memorial and we took all kinds of photos at washington monument, although we never got to go right to the top, and how we used to walk along the tidal basin and there were no railings so if somehow you were unlucky enough to sway, you would fall right in :) ah those were such good times. i miss my stay there really, but i am happier now that i came back in some ways. if i hadn't, i wouldn't have made the wonderful friends thati have now. :) -hugs-

i was thinking about the song che played when she walked down the aisle when she got married. it wasn't the annoying wedding march. i remember one of the lines was "the God of second chance is teaching her to dance through this world.." or something like that. it was so nice :) and while she was walking down, she was playing a slideshow of ben and herself from when they were children to when they grew up and then after that when they met each other :)

sigh.

11:20 AM


i just came home and i feel like i'm going to drop dead and die any minute now. i went running with jia li this evening! it's so nice talking to her. reminds me of my days back in secondary school. i ran 6 rounds in the 2/3 outermost track so i feel highly healthy! jia li is so fit! i think she ran about 8 or 9 rounds. :) jealous.. ;)

then we passed the pool and decided that one day after running, we'd go swimming! so i'm looking forward to that! :) then we climbed up a the stairs to nanyang hill which was absolutely disgusting and i was sweating like a pig and smelled like one too :) we walked to nanyang supermarket and i finished a whole bottle of oolong tea in 5 minutes :) i love oolong tea.

went to ac after that to keep eunice company while she studied. dad picked us up at 2245, so we were both cranky and sleepy and i had a massive headache. BAH. going to sleep soon. night!! and God bless~

1:58 AM


Monday, October 09, 2006

hee xin finally got a taggy but then it's impossible to read unless i highlight all the text because the background of her blog is dark brown and the text is black -.- dui. hee but it's amusing that she's constantly writing in third person ;) aww i miss my dear xiaoxin.

on saturday alumni was really entertaining! darryl found out i failed my driving (very late :)) then he said "you failed auto? oh gosh you're such a loser.. what did you do? -proceeds to mime stepping on a pedal with his left leg- where's the clutch?!?!?!" :( paula happened to be wearing an abercrombie shirt. here is the dialogue.. it went something like this:

darryl/ is that shirt original? i bet it's not.
paula/ dunno.. i think so..
darryl/ i always thought it was spelled as ambercrombie..
me/ hee darryl later you wear a shirt that says ambercrombie.. then you tell everybody "original ok??"

haha like the week before, yee kiat was wearing a shirt that said balibong. so funny..

last night i went online! vanessa messaged me a message that started off with "YOU'RE ONLINNNNEEEEEE'' hee so cutes. yes i haven't been online in ages. my nick was irisasaurus which is what mark wang used to call me back in j1. then paula and i were talking about how he and darryl always called us fat names. like i was irisasaurus, paula was ferrari, xin was fatty chen.. so terrible. band guys. -shakes head-

today was such a nice day! i got up quite early.. 740 ish. then after that i played on the comp for a while. then i went to meet paula for lunch at munchy monkeys! :) i had a sandwich.. so healthy. then we ate ice cream right.. ah good can. but it's so nice talking to my dear paula. :) love talking to ou dear!! i had lots of fun :) we had new zealand natural ice cream! :) :) so tasty but so unhealthy.. but i had mango passion.. which is 97% fat free or something along those lines. anyway, i'm going running later with jia li and jia ling, so yes, can run off some of the fats :D

i'm just stoning around in the room now. so bored! :( and i'm thirsty but i'm too lazy to get water. bah. then i'm going to ac to help eunice with some work then we're going home together yeah! :)

OOHH and i saw ivan soh today!! i was at the buona vista bus stop and was looking at my phone when suddenly i heard this irritating voice. and i looked up and saw a fat man walking with 2 female colleagues towards me. then i looked down again and proceeded to look up again in absolute horror! he still had the irritating fringe that he used to keep flicking up only now it was less longish and more.. tapered. -CRINGE-

ah. long entry. :) it's almost the middle of the month!! so i'm really happy because it means the end of the month is approaching! -sings- God bless!!!

6:07 PM


Thursday, October 05, 2006

i'm back again after a few days! :) today is marlom's driving test! so good luck my dear! this week has been relatively uneventful. last night after mass, I went for dinner with a bunch of people and we were talking about kbox and karaoke and we were all saying how we could barely sing chinese songs.. except for alex. :D it was quite an enjoyable dinner. the food was ok i guess but the company was nice! after dinner, shawn, alex, vanessa, rina and i walked back to our halls. alex and i stayed the furthest and i wanted to drop all my stuff off at my room, and vanessa and i wanted to go for a walk. but in the end, the 2 of them just stayed in my room for almost 2 hours and we were just talking rubbish. :) it was fun! then alex had to go off so vanessa stayed for a little while longer and we were talking about some very pressing matter. ugh. irritating.

this morning, i woke up late!!! i'm surprised i actally managed to sleep quite well, considering that i haven't slept in hall for almost 2 weeks already :) so i ponned BS103 hee

2 nights ago, i had a dream about mama. i dreamt that we all went to cantara and she baked this really delicious absolutely sinful chocolate brownie cake with 2 layers of fudge and it looked so good!! when i tried it (in my dream of course :)) i could actually almost taste the chocolatey goodness. then mom woke me up -.- but that was before i dreamt that eunice and jeet had a yelling fit. something about how we left 2 cups of tea on the table for more than a week.. i don't know how that's possible, but yeah. then eunice yelled back at her. momentous occasion.. anyway, when i told mom about the chocolate brownie cake with 2 layers of fudge, she said that mama is learning new things in Heaven.. and i was like yeah.. :) hee wonder whether she's still cooking a salt veg soup and her chicken cha ma you and the chap chye.. and all the stuff she used to cook for me when i went to visit her. :) mama is learning western dishes! hee :) i miss mama's cooking.. but most of all i miss her. but she's in a happy place! :)

bleh. shall go do my french homework now.. :)

12:55 PM


Monday, October 02, 2006

i went jogging yesterday!! i jogged for 20 minutes then i went for a 15 minute walk. it felt really good and i feel so healthy today!! although the last time i jogged was.. 3 weeks ago. ie the last time i blogged that i jogged :D i need to get more fit before i go to australia :(

i have come up with a theory. for the whole of the beginning of last week, i wasn't constipated. and then as the week progressed, i became more and more constipated. so i have deduced that as term break approached, i was really happy and went to the toilet a lot. then as the week progressed through term break, i got more constipated. hence: ntu constipates me.

i watched john tucker must die with paul the other day and john tucker reminds me SO MUCH of -ahem- eunice's ex boyfriend.. if you still read my blog you know very well who you are. in the looks department.. i see some form of similiarty.. but mom says john tucker looks better and i think eunice's ex is fatter and not as well built. anyway, that's not the only reason why john tucker reminds me of eunice's ex, whom i shall just call X. John Tucker had multiple girlfriends.. just like X for one period of time. I must say that one difference was that X's second girlfriend knew about eunice while X was still attached to eunice.. but anyway, X had 2 girlfriends simultaneously.. at least.. 2 that i knew of so yes. that's one similarity. another one is that X and john tucker both are arrogant, annoying people. although john tucker did sort of repent what he did but X didn't seem to. bleh so irritated now. -.-

6:42 PM