Monday, February 19, 2007
Today is mama's death anniversary. I can't believe she has been gone for 2 years now.. I still remember what it was like on that day itself. It was the day after Play '05 and I was still really tired from the concert itself. Around 2pm mom called to say that mama had died, but that it was a peaceful death. But she's in a happy place now, and for that I am thankful :)
Now is the official start of my lonelier life in university. I just said bye to mom, dad and Eunice about half an hour ago and I haven't been able to stop crying since. It's amazing how time flies. We have already been here for more than a week! Anyway, we went to Chadstone this afternoon and it is a very nice mall! :) It is so huge, it reminds me of Montgomery Mall back in Maryland. We were walking around, and I was having a Krispy Kreme craving.. haven't had a Krispy Kreme in years! Since 2002. So Eunice and I were walking around trying to look for it, and we each bought the glazed original. yumm.. it tasted soo good! It was just like old times, but they were really expensive! $2.25 for one glazed original?! Mom was quite pissed, but she said that it was a good deterrent for me so that I would not eat it and gain my freshman 15. In LA it was what.. 90 cents for the glazed original? After that they came to my room and helped me fix up my printer, then I went back to the motel room with them. I didn't really feel like eating dinner.. just had 2.5 gyozas and a bite of a banana and a bite of a cinnamon roll Eunice bought. Eunice and I were just lazing around on the bed and it was just like old times. It was so fun because she was reading and I was playing her game boy and then all of a sudden she would poke me. -sigh- I miss her already. and mom and dad too. Seems like a long time since I last saw them.
Tomorrow is some international students orientation thing with MUIS or something like that. I don't really know anyone in hall yet because I haven't been going for anything. Apparently tonight there is some massive clubbing thing going on down at Southbank, but it's not really my thing. Besides, mom, dad and Eunice are leaving tomorrow so heck the club man. :)
Hm. I realised that I feel better after typing this stuff out. Blogs are good emotional outlets hee hee. :)
I miss my darlings. px, paula, hy, tm, xy, lr, nic (the mafia) shun, vivvy, oafie, woman, lorenda, rg peepur, lyn, tzes, las, vicky, rj peepur.. Every time I think about them, I feel happy and sad at the same time because I miss them so much! i have 3 photos placed at very strategic locations around my room. :) On my side table I have an rg batch photo :D taken during first 3 months at Lido. so yes, I see my darlings first thing in the morning when I wake up. Then above my study table, I have a photo of my parents and 208 society (yeah!) so I don't feel so bad when I look at these people who I love so much much. :)
I miss mom and dad and Eunice and Che and Yai and Ben. :( bahhhhh. but I will get through this. God will make a way and He will give me the strength to get through this. :) I am thankful for the opportunity to study overseas :D hee ok I'm going to call paulee now. Take care and God bless.
11:14 PM