Friday, February 02, 2007
I haven't blogged in a while.. I just wanted to give a big hug and kiss to all those who remembered my birthday. It really means a lot to me, and I am so thankful :) Love you all many many many -hugs- I am now an old woman :) with creaky bones. -hug hug-
A lot of things have happened in the past week, but I shall not write about all of it, because it will take too long. :) On Tuesday, I had my pre-departure programme at the Hilton. I was almost late, and arrived there panting and looking highly unglam. :( I met a lot of seniors and they're really really nice! -feels happy- Then on Wednesday, I went to NUS to have lunch with some of my dears :) Clarine and tm couldn't come :( So it was just hy, px, paula, arlin, inez and myself. :) but it was a nice lunch! woo chiao kept on talking about hana kimi and how handsome xiu yi is and paula hy and i were like.. uh.. no. :) then inez, arlin, hy and I went to the central lib to watch a video done by liu rui and nic :) and it was really really funny and Cambridge is sooo gorgeous. :) I wonder whether Clayton will be like that. hm. probably not. and I felt so happy but so sad because I miss the 2 of them so much. :( and xin looked so cute.. I wanted to give her a hug and then pinch her cheeks. :)
I was looking through some of the photos I took in rgssb and it just so happened that dynamica was playing at the moment I was looking through photos of sec 2 days and I felt so sad. It was not only a huge wave of nostalgia, but it was also the thought of not seeing my darlings for a long long time. Then I was looking through photos of JC and I thought about the Ireland trip and A Tempo and SYF and.. so many other things. It just made me feel more sad about leaving. This is supposed to be a highly exciting time, but I just can't help about all the people that I'm leaving behind. Then I thought about how appropriate some parts of the lyrics for breakaway were for my current situation:
Wanna feel the warm breeze, sleep under a palm tree, feel the rush of the ocean.
Get on board a fast train, travel on a jet plane far away and break away..
Ill spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly. I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky.
I'll make a wish, take a chance, make a change and break away.
Out of the darkness and into the sun, but
I won't forget all the ones that I love.
I'll take a risk take a chance, make a change and break away.
sigh. now I'm cleaning my room. well, not now but I was before I decided to come here to rant. Mom called earlier and she told me she just finished her checkup. The nurse told her not to worry because the ultrasound seemed ok. The results will be out in 2 weeks, so I'll already be in Australia. Hopefully it'll be ok. I really am quite worried. :( I pray things will be ok.. no cancer.
5:25 PM