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Saturday, November 04, 2006

I've been blogging a lot lately! but then that's probably because I have absolutely nothing to do -manical laughter- ok sorry :) good luck to all my darlings taking exams!

yesterday i met ben chen for lunch!! then we were talking about a lot of random things and it was really enjoyable!! of course, there was all the old topics that we usually talk about, which usually ends up with one of us banging our head on the table. :) hee hee. oh well. :P then we had a semi rj batch outing consisting of px, tm, hy, osh, darlie and yk to the island creamery!! :) hee i had one nice scoop of horlicks ice cream for dinner. really didn't feel like eating because the mud pie i had for dessert gave me diarrhoea and i couldn't really stomach anything else. hee. so i just had a scoop of really really good ice cream. it was quite funny. osh and px ordered the same flavour (apple pie) then when we all got our ice cream we sat down and starting exchanging, then they exchanged theirs, not knowing it was the same, and they both said something like "try this it's very nice!" and then hui yan looked at it and said it looked the same.. then they realised it was the same!! :) but ahh.. it was so nice just sitting there and talking all kinds of rubbish again. :) and something quite amusing happened to darlie but :D i miss them sooooo much. i mean, i do see them at rwinds.. oh yeah. it was all rwinds people.. but i miss the times when i would see them every morning, hug my dears, then sit down at the canteen table and totally pass out, or stone and stare blankly around, or desperately cram for the test that day :) but the best times were definitely j1 with the ireland trip (yesterday on the bus, px and i were both complaning about howm uch we missed j1.. i REALLLY MISS J1) the band room.. the windy corridors where you had to hold your skirt down :) , the disgusting violent toilets, climbing over the front gate late at night after studying in the canteen, the horrible smelly TSes... ahh i miss ghim moh..

yesterday i was thinking about university. when i walked past paragon yesterday and saw the sia office, i felt a small stab of pain in my heart because I'll be flying by SQ in exactly 3 months time. and it led me to think of the uk unis that I applied to, of which I did not get a single offer by any of them. haha. I must say that at first, I was disappointed and upset that i didn't get a single one of them. I would have liked to go to the uk. Ok I really wanted to go to the UK. I fell in love with it during the Ireland trip :) but in retrospect, if I had gone to the UK, I would not have gone for CSAFOC, and I would not have made the friends that I have made. I would not have gone to NTU.. well, that's not necessarily a bad thing -laughs- but then if I had not gone to NTU, I would not have had the chance to get to know the people I met at FOC better. I remember how miserable I was in NTU for the first few weeks or so. Every day I felt like going back to my room just to cry. But then with all the csa activities, like mass and the non-csa activities like supper after my french, it really made the last 2 months fly by. They passed way too quickly. At first I asked God why I didn't get into any of the UK unis and now I know why: His plan was for me to meet these wonderful people. :)

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