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Sunday, September 17, 2006

i really have very uncreative titles. pfft. anyway, my aircon is leaking! so i have been switching it on for half an hour every night to cool off the room, then i just sleep with the fan on :) it's quite nice actually.. my skin doesn't feel so dry. haha then i recall the dove commercial ;)

my week was rather fun! :) on wednesday, we had the investiture mass and i just want to wish the new exco all the best for the upcoming year! sadly, i won't be here for half of it.. :) but my prayers and my love is always with you guys, although i doubt any of you will ever get to read this :) after that, we had what james affectionately calls csa mambo night :) it was fun!! just that i totally died the next day. :) but it was fun. :) i really love my csa freshies!!! and the seniors too!

the week passed by really quickly.. not that i'm too upset about that HAH. oh well. today was a very rushy day for me. in the morning i went to give tuition then lunch then after that alumni! and holas was finally there!! after abandoning me for so many weeks!! it was really nice to see him and to catch up :D yeah.. rjcsb tubists 04/05 rock :D but it was fun today :D then we reverted back to jc stupidity and talking and laughing throughout the whole practice! hee so entertaining. thanks for being a good friend holas. :D

after that ben picked me up from ri then i went to his place. he had a friend over and che was sleeping -.- so i was left to amuse myself. i've been reading hard times by charles dickens and it really is quite a nice book :D i find it rather entertaining and rather tragic at the same time.. all the inflated egos, the warped minds. but i hope to finish it soon. i haven't read a book in a long time. the last one i read was mansfield park by jane austen and that was while i was still working at imcb o.0 so yes, i'm ready hard times but i'm looking for a nice fat novel.. probably something with a romantic element but not like the romance novels i used to read in secondary school HAHA.

anyway, i've been going through quite a.. difficult time. i am quite lost as to what to do and for a long time i felt that i should just go ahead with my original idea but then all that changed in a day. -sigh- i pray God will guide me.. i'm really at a loss as to what to do.. sometimes i get so upset, sometimes i get so angry, somtimes i feel so hopeless.. but then there are those times when i feel so happy and carefree..

went for dinner with che and ben today. :) haven't seen them in a month. :) we were talking about all kinda of stuff and we were talking about mad streaks in our family and we came to the conclusion that we attribute every weird trait to the tan family mad gene. haha :)

bah. long entry.. shall stop here for tonight. God bless~

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