Tuesday, August 29, 2006
i'm feeling quite frustrated.. firstly, there's school in which i don't understand much.. or maybe i can't be bothered to try to understand. :) but i really can't wait for february to come. i just printed out my accomodation form yesterday and i felt so excited. i was talking to sheryl online for a long long time about monash and stuff. OOH and turns out she's lynn's cousin! :) but anyway, i really can't wait to go over. secondly, there's the fact that all my friends are going away and i feel this sense of emptiness.. my dear xin, rui, nic, tzes, novella, chong, lyn, shun.. so many more people.. it's so saddening. then there's THAT THING that i've been thinking about so frequently these days. ugh.. i'm so so frustrated because i really feel quite at a loss now. :( i'm really hoping that i'll clear my mind up.. had a long long long talk with lynette the other day. but my mind is still a massive blur. i guess that's why i've been kinda cranky lately.
ugh what am i doing in ntu. i need to find something more productive to do. -.- this is potentially a complete waste of time and money.
bleh i'm so cranky. God, please show me something that would set me on the right path..
the other day i was listening to photograph by nickelback and i was feeling so upset..
Look at this photograph. Every time I do it makes me laugh..How'd our eyes get so red? and what the hell is on Joey's head?This is where i grew up.. I think the present owner fixed it up..then some parts which i can't really discern and don't really feel like looking up.. haha :)
this is where i went to school.. most of the time had better things to do. (yeah! :) )
every memory of looking out the back door, I have all the photo albums littered on my bedroom floor. it's hard to say it, time to say it.. Goodbye, goodbye. Every memory of walking out the front door.. found the photo of the present i was looking for. It's hard to say it, time to say it.. Goodbye goodbye.We used to listen to the radio.. sing along with every song we'd know..I miss the town, i miss the faces. you can't erase, you can't replace it. I miss it now, I can't believe it.. so hard to stay too hard to leave it. I can relive those days, i know of one thing that would never change..Look at this photograph, every time I do it makes me laugh.. every time i do it makes me cry..This is just snippets of a very very nice song. This is also the entry of a very incoherent mind, but i feel better after letting it out. :) I love rgssb '03.. rjcsb '05 2S03G '05.. so many memories..
:) :) :) -hug hug-
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