I'm in a massive massive massive massive dilemma.. I was looking through the offer letter from Monash and to accept the offer and secure a place in the school of medicine, i have to pay a deposit of A$5000. So if I reject it and should an offer form Melbourne come my way, I or shall i say my parents, will lose that $5000. As it is, school fees are already so expensive. :( and I have until the 15th of September to confirm my place. :( this is terrible. i called Mr Lim and he told me that most people go with Monash. I guess it's because the course is shorter and the fees are not as exorbitant as that of Melbourne. But still, I have been wanting Melbourne for a long time.. praying about it and hoping for it. maybe i'm not meant to go to Melbourne. I think I'll wait until the end of the month.. I cannot let this opportunity go. In case, God forbid, that I don't get any other offers. But it's so upsetting. :( At this point in time, I'll just pray really really hard that Melbourne contacts me by 15th Sept. I hope anyone reading this prays for me too. I don't mean to say that a lot of people read my blog, but if anyone does, I really am quite upset about this, so please pray for me.. I want Melbourne.. and I want to be with my dear classmate, Lynn!!!! Please God, grant me my intentions..