Friday, January 28, 2005
Hey hey! I haven't been here in a while.. ok that's a serious understatement. Well, a lot of things have been happening lately. Some good some bad.. but I shall not blog about the bad stuff. :o) Anyway, orientation was so fun!! :o) I really love my OG... super funky super nice people. Thanks eXodus, for all the memories. Love you all! :o) Must go eat prata again one day k? ;o)
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There's something wrong.. and I can feel it. What happened to the daily visits? All the times you came over after school? Somehow the frequency has droppedto an all-time low. Everyone can feel it, especially her. Don't you think that she feels hurt? You're suppposed to talk in a relationship.. communicate. Now, it doesn't even seem like you care. How do you think she feels? Isn't it all too sudden? If you don't want to continue, please have the decency to tell her instead of making her believe that there's still something to hold on to. Do it for her..
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School is insane. All the work is flooding in and argh. Today I had a nice lunch with Adeline, Derrick, Lynn and Shermyn. Laughed so hard I nearly cried. :o) really enjoyed that. Will really miss days like these, hanging out with friends just talking and laughing. Class is really nice now. Everyone is so cool and yup. Really love
2S03G. Man that 2 is weird.. can't believe J2 is here. My final year.. it feels so weird. There were tears andthere was laughter and through it all, I haven't gained a lot. :o) I thank God for this experience because I couldn't ask for more.
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To Paula dear.. ok this may have come a bit late, but I'm so happy for you. I wish that any sadness that you once felt, I could take it all away. But I know that you are ok and that's the most important part. Did that come out right? I have no idea.. all I know is that you have incredible strength and heart. What you did is one of true.. I dunno courage? Because honestly, I don't think I could have gotten the strength to do that. I'm so so so proud of you and I know that you are so strong.. You really are a sweet wonderful person and I thank God that He has allowed me to meet you. I know that there's someone for you out there.. and I meant what I said.. about what Toh Qi and I talked about.. I meant every word because you are that good. haha sorry really really hyper today.. was just thinking about this just now. Yup. Have a lot more to say but it'll take too long.. love you lots girl.. God bless
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To dear px, that talk we had last week [this is a bit late i know and i dunno if you'll ever read this but...] I guess that was time to catch up on all that we missed last year. I suppose things may never be the same again, but I still love you so much because you truly have been a wonderful friend and such a wonderful person.
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My thoughts are rather incoherent and my typin is lousy so i'll stop here.. :o)
10:57 PM