Sunday, September 05, 2004
It's 3 am and I can't believe I'm still awake. I just spent the last 3 hours doing maths. Vectors. Go figure. :o) Taking a break now before I tackle bio... photosynthesis and maybe I'll cram in membrane structure and function. I think that will take me another 3 hours. It's hard to believe that exactly one year ago, I was panicking over my prelims. By this time one year ago, English was over. It was the rest of the papers I was worried about. Funny how I remember these things...
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Ow my legs are cramping up. Been sitting too long I think. Will go make a drink after I write this entry... type. :o)
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Yesterday was kind of a flurry of emotions for me. Even I was alarmed by it. One moment I was pretty carefree. Happy. But something weighed down on me... I knew something was wrong and it felt wrong for more than one hour. When I looked at my watch to see what time it was, I think there was a certain feeling of helplessness. 1310. And at the moment I knew what was wrong. Isabel/le's flight was at 12 plus. At that moment I just wanted to cry and I did. Thank you, Paula dear, for hugging me while I cried. Love you so much. It was just really strange. I know that she'll still be around, and yet I feel like I'll never see her again. She was one of my closest friends in sec 2... then we drifted. :o( I will always remember the insane, messed-up situations we got ourselves into and be able to look back at those times and be able to laugh at our stupidity. :o) I shall not write any here, but let's just say that if any uh.. school staff find this blog and read it, i'm dead. :o) But to bel, if you read this, I just wanted to say that I'm going to miss you soooooo much and I can't wait for you to get back. Love you to bits. :o) *hug*
I think she'll probably reach Connecticut in about 9 hours time. If she's lucky she'll reach earlier. I think these flights are usually 24 hrs including transit and all.
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Ok back to bio. but first my tea...
5:10 AM