Friday, July 30, 2004
:o) i realised that I've been rather down the past few days. I guess it's just this week. I remember about a month or so ago, I had a really bad week, but I got through it didn't I? I still managed to pull through. I guess God is just putting these obstacles in my way to make me a stronger person. And yup yup, while I'm going through it, life doesn't seem so great. But then I know that my friends will always be there for me with a nice big hug or some words of comfort, so yup. I'm very thankful for you all.
Today was quite a mixture. I felt really sad throughout the entire day... I kind of covered it up though. After school was nice... I met Yong Jeng and Lorenda, and we went back to RG together. And yeah... the thing that usually brightens up my day, well, it happened. :o) But for some reason, today I still felt really :o( I'm really praying... I've never felt so... like this before... and trust me, this feeling of anticipation really kills.
I miss RG so much. I mean I always knew it, but it really hit me hard today. Shun was there too. and just all the talking and the laughing, sittingin the canteen eating junk food from stall no 1.. Shun Ling with her "cough syrup", well it just brought back this flood of memories.
I never thought I'd look back at my laughter and want to cry...
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