Wednesday, July 14, 2004
hi hi! I just came home some about an hour ago. Today has been quite a nice day. I had PE in the morning, so I feel slightly more fit.. slightly. :o) Anyway, didn't do much in class. Chem lecture was, as usual, a total nightmare. I do not understand anything about chemical kinetics at all! I have completely wasted my time in the lectuers that mctay has given because I'm still as blur as ever! Inez and I were just sitting at the corner going "ehhhh"
After school, had band prac. It was really nice. I really really love band! And I just want to make a dedication to all my RJ band batchmates out there:
-grin- Love you all! I think my JC life would have been dull, lifeless and extremely boring without you guys to brighten up my life. We've shared so many laughs and so much fun. Thank you to you all for being so happy, funky and cool!!! -hugs-
I just found a bottle with a note to me from 2 years ago from Shun Ling for my birthday. Funny how these things pop up once in a while. I guess RG will still hold all the nostalgia... so many beautiful, happy, sad and poignant memories there. Miss it so much.
Now JC is like a speedway. Stall for a while and you're likely to get run over by something. But take time and rest by the shoulder and appreciate the scenery around you. Life is beautiful. Cherish it. Friendship lasts forever, but treat it like it doesn't. live each day to the fullest because you'll never know what tomorrow may bring. and most of all, love like there's no tomorrow.
Haha my thoughts are rather incoherent now but heck. Is it better to have lost a love than to never have loved at all? For me, that answer is yes. A broken heart doesn't mend easily and a person could just break under that kind of strain. But the final decision is this: do you pick up the pieces and move on or wallow in misery.. looking at the mess in front of you. There are millions of people out there. Some will come and some will go. Your true friends will always be there, your true love is out there waiting. Get out and find him or her. He or she is waiting for you.
Haha can you tell I"m in a really zoned out mood today? -grin- must be the sleepiness.
11:17 PM