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Sunday, June 20, 2004

Hi hi. Went to visit Shu Xian today after tuition with Clarine. Tuition ended around 1ish so we chonged to Changi General Hospital. We got there about 15 mins before the visiting hours was up. So we went in to see. Serene was there. Haven't seen her since last year! Anyway, when I saw her, well, it was painful seeing her like that. I have never seen anyone hooked up to so many machines in my entire life... even on my grandfather who used to frequent the ICUs because of his heart condition. We weren't allowed into the room, so we just stood outside and looked. We met her mom... and her mother looks well, I can't really describe it... a lot of things... like exhausted and in so much pain... Just a whole lot of everything put togeter.

No matter what our age, we are still so vulnerable. Knowing that something like this could happen to my friend, I don't know... I just feel so scared for her. But I know she's strong. But I'm still praying for her. She can pull through... She will pull through.

11:55 PM